Feelings

I do not like whether actual or in diriku.sometimes I'd love to be pampered by someone who really sincerely love me ..
I was always hurt, I feel there is no sincerity in this world ...
I wanted to shout ..
"Hey ... I just like the others!"
I do not differentiate ...
but why no one would understand?
I'm anxious to end a life ...
in any way.
God please help me ..
help me discover who I really was.
I want to feel happiness.
eternal happiness.